you're the yellow bird that i’ve been waiting for

fellat_io @ 2006-12-23T04:54:00

2006-12-23T08:54:37Z

I don't know what to do. You need to help me. I love you.

fellat_io @ 2006-10-08T21:03:00

2006-10-09T01:03:45Z

June, you're everything and more.

rofl

2006-09-10T07:11:10Z

June's coming!

2006-09-09T20:38:26Z

June is coming to visit me on October 6th. I'm so fucking excited. ilusm

New Journal!

2006-09-09T05:38:58Z

yeah, so got this journal personalized. which i love so much. all thanks to june. < 3

HI I LIKE TO UPDATE.

2006-09-06T13:20:35Z

butnotreally. I just really never get around to updating. There's not much going on in my life that there is a need to share with anyone. Other than im working my fucking ass off, and i've never been so tired in my life because of it. But hey, I need a car to get places. It's 9:20 and I don't have work until 2. I'm sitting here bored out of my mind. but I think ill just lay on the couch and listen to the birds. or something. and yeah HEY JUNE WHENTF U GETTIN BACK? YOU SAID TUESDAY. D<

k bye.

fellat_io @ 2006-08-24T22:53:00

2006-08-25T03:54:13Z

EW.

HIHI

2006-02-14T00:44:44Z

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

Paaaanda. x]

fellat_io @ 2006-01-18T20:56:00

2006-01-19T04:12:29Z

a month, I'd be: December.
a day of the week, I'd be: Friday
a time of day, I'd be: 12:34.
a planet, I'd be: Uranus.
a sea animal, I'd be: Whale.
a direction, I'd be: Northeast.
a piece of furniture, I'd be: Computer Chair.
a historical figure, I'd be: Gandhi.
a liquid, I'd be: Seamen. ;]
a tree, I'd be: Bannana.
a clothing accessory, I'd be: T-shirt.
a bird, I'd be: Blue Footed Booby. :D
a tool, I'd be: Hammer.
a flower/plant, I'd be: Pansy. xD
a kind of weather, I'd be: Tornado.
a mythical creature, I'd be: A Unicorn. <3
a musical instrument, I'd be: Accoustic guitar.
an animal, I'd be: BLACKSHEEP! :D
a color, I'd be: Orange. :D
an emotion, I'd be: Emotional.
a vegetable,I'd be: Carrot.
a sound, I'd be: Annoying.
an element, I'd be: FIRE! >[
a car, I'd be: uhm, k.
a song, I'd be: Gay Bar, Electric Six.
a movie, I'd be: Garden State. x]
a book, I'd be: The Ultimate Hitchhikers Guide To The Galixy.
a food, I'd be: Tabuli. :]
a drink, I'd be: Sprite.
a place, I'd be: Italy.
a material, I'd be: Sandpaper.
a taste, I'd be: Sour.
a scent, I'd be: Georgi Armani. :D
a word, I'd be: Fag.
an object, I'd be: Camera.
a body part, I'd be: Ehehehe. x]
a facial expression, I'd be: ._.
a subject in school, I'd be: Sex Ed.
a cartoon character, I'd be: Woddy The Wodpecker, of course.
If I were a shape, I'd be: Octagon.
an Endless: Moan.
a super hero: Aquaman. :]
a comic book character:
a person from a book: THE HUUUULK! D:<
a god: The Giant Spaghetti Monster.

Random stuff...

Do you enjoy depressing music? Yes.
What makes you sigh? Feeling depressed.
How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? I dunno.
Who or what always brings you down? Myself.
Do you wear glasses? Thick black-rimmed baby. 8D
What frightens you? Being alone.
Do you wear sweaters all the time? When I get chilly.
How many times has your heart been broken? None.
What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? Iunno.
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? June?
Why not? Why not what?
A crush? lolk
Why dont you tell her/him? T_________T
Tell me about that time you broke that law: I shot a police car, because he was speeding, and got arrested for it. :]
What or who pisses you off? A lot of things.
Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? None of the above.
The Clash or The Ramones? Never really heard them, but I think The Ramones is just like a fad.
What do you think about Anarchy? Fucked up?
Tell me about a prank you played: I can't think of any, I'm a loser, I don't do shit.
Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? Nope.
How many times have/were you kicked out of your house? None yet.
Are you in trouble all the time? Not really.
Do you want to die? Sometimes.
What do you think about graveyards? Scarry. ;[
Do you write poetry often? No.
How much black clothing do you own? The only black shit I have are my 2 sweatshirts, and a t-shirt or two.
What type of makeup do you wear? None.
What do you think about pain? Not good, but you gotta deal with it sometime.
Masochism or sadism? Sure. :D
How do you feel about the rest of the world? The world sucks.
Do you cry often? Lately I have been.
What do you think about vampires? Ahaha.
How messy are you in general? I'm a clean person, but just not when it comes to organazation.
Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? No. xD
What do you think of mullets? LOL >>
When did you start drinking alchohol? Like, last year, but that was only once, and I won't do it again. There's no point in doing it.
Do you go to concerts often? Nope. Been to one. The Backstreet Boys. ;D
What bands rock your pants off? Too many.
What do you think about violence? Tsk tsk.
Who or what makes you homicidal? Stupid people.
Worship Satan or practice black magic? LOLL
How wild are you in general? Eh.
Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? Everything except my sweatshirt, yes.
How often do you do the laundry, anyway? Mommy does it. <3
Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? Nah, too much like fleece. ;.;
When was the last time you showered? Today.
Do you speak clearly? Sure.
Are you a lazy person? Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Who or what do you rant about a lot? What's happening in my life. Which isn't much.
What do you think about Nirvana? Good, but liked too much.
What makes you different from the rest of them? Rest of who?
Who or what makes you bitter? People who are bitter to me.
What was the last big decision you made? June. <3
Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? Sometimes. Gotta catch me at the right moments.
What do you think about conformity? Everyone does it
How hard do you work to get what you want? I dont work hard for anything.
What do you resent? People who cheat. :| Don't do it, I'll kick your fucking ass.
Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? 'Cause I can beat them in vocal arguments.
Do you trust others? Some.
Are you a loyal friend? Yes.
Do you live in the ghetto? hell yeah home d0g
Have you ever even held a gun before? Yep. :D
How much bling do you own? i gotz grillz
Would you rather have your best friend be a wangsta or a wigga? Sure. :'D
Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? What the hell kind of questions are these? xD
Big butts or big boobs? I am not a guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!****
What's your best pickup line? LOZL HI :D
"Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? Yeah, son
Ever been to prison? Nope.
Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants? When I see Aaron Carter. OMG, such a hottie. <3333333 ;D
Prep or Yuppie? Yuppie.
How much money do you spend on bad music? I don't buy music, thank you very much.
Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? Justin Timberlake.
How many of your friends still listen to NKOTB? Nooo clue who the fuck they are.
Do you like mainstream music? Eh, somewhat.
Do you want to be a pop diva? :D
How many times, on average, do you say "like" in a sentance? I say it like a lot.
OMIGOD or OMG? LOLL
Ditsy or just plain stupid? Both.

:|

2006-01-03T08:32:13Z

Fuck everyone, srsly.

Yes, including you.

I'M A FAG! :'D

2005-12-25T05:21:59Z

TABLE align="center" cellpadding="20"> <tbody><tr><td align="center"> Bi/Slightly Gay
You scored -2 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight) </td></tr><tr><td> For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the same gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting. </td></tr><tr><td align="center"> </td></tr></tbody></table>

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 1% on Orientation

Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

I've never felt like this.

2005-12-13T21:17:21Z

I feel so emotionless about everything. Help me. Cheer me up. Say something funny. Tell me you love me. Tell me you hate me. Tell me something.

There's nothing to update about.

2005-12-12T16:21:29Z

There's nothing else I can say, other than I love June. < 3

Fuck you.

2005-12-07T21:28:07Z

Fuck Mobb Deep,
Fuck Biggie,
Fuck Bad Boy as a staff, record label, and as a mother fuckin crew.
And if you want to be down with Bad Boy,
Then fuck you too.
Chino XL, fuck you too.
All you mother fuckers,
Fuck you too.
My fo' fo' make sure all yo' kids don't grow.
You mother fuckers can't be us or see us.
We mother fuckin' Thug Life riders.
West Side till' we die.
Out here in California, nigga
We warned ya'
We'll bomb on you mother fuckers.
We do our job.
You think you the mob, nigga, we the mother fuckin' mob
Ain't nuttin' but killers
And the real niggas, all you mother fuckers feel us.

Well, I'm fucked.

2005-11-23T12:52:02Z

Well, my father calls at 11:30 ranting and raving about me using my cell phone to call people he doesn't know. He's swearing up a storm saying I have no business to calling anyone he doesn't know. So the person I called was someone from Gaia that I knew for over a year and I spoke the them while I was on vacation in Vermont. I spoke for 2 hours one night, and one hour another night. He was screaming at me calling me a fucking freak faggot, telling me that I wouldn't know if it was a man/women or whatever. It's not like I fucking told them my house number, credit card number, anything. Jesus, what the fuck is the big deal. So after all that he's taking my cell phone AND laptop away from me because he thinks I'm a sick pervert. He's taking my laptop to someone that works for him, and having him go through ALL my files, and cheking everything. I don't even know if I'm ever geting it back. I paid $1600 for that, it's not fucking fair. Oh plus, he's calling EVERY number on the phone bill he doesn't know, so that means he's calling them talking to their parents and all that fucking bullshit. NOW my mom is going to look at her phone bill to make sure I'm not talking too "late", or calling anyone she doesn't know on the phone on school nights. She said she normally has all of it paid for directly out of her bank account, like they take it out for her without her looking at the bill. But now she is, and she's going to see all those phone calls to Il, and see how late they were made. I'm going to have so much fun with my life. :]

I love you June.